I'm pissed off because I want to draw but no inspiration comes to mind.

I'm pissed off because I've got an exam on Wednesday and haven't studied anything.

I'm pissed off because of my damn problem on the back which prevents me from muscle-training, except with a specific script from the physiotherapist.

I'm pissed off because the damn physiotherapist is over 2 months late with the damn thing.

I'm pissed off because I'm the only one at home on a Friday night and that clucking sucks.

I'm pissed off because one of my best female friends has been avoiding me for 2 weeks now, and I have absolutely no idea why.

I'm pissed off because I discovered I'm almost in love with her.

I'm pissed off because I can't get to do anything right.

I'm pissed off because Murphy hates me.

I'm pissed off because of my damn inferiority complex.

I'm pissed off because I just want to get drunk and forget all this, but I clucking can't, 'cause I'm at clucking home on a Friday night.

And I'm pissed off because no one cares.

And if someone cares, I don't care.

I know what you mean. I live that everyday as well.

Sometimes I feel worthless, angry, sad, and suicidal thoughts all at once.

But I keep going. I don't know why. But when that great happy moment comes by, I'm thankful I went on to have that nice moment.

sounds like we need to bring back the stoning thread in the spam hammer >_>



little self defeating? i think so.

Yes, you're right... it's those happy moments that keep us going. IN a metaphorical way, our fuel slowly is slowly drained day by day... you begin to feel sad, angry, depressed... and then comes somwthing that refuels you back to top. And everything starts again. The hard part is to keep the fuel up.

And what's a stoning thread? It sounds promising... hehe.

Dude, it seems to me that your tring way to hard. Try to relax. Hang with some friends. Laugh a little. And things should work out.

Well, I hope that you are feeling better now that you've vented, the question is what can we do to help better the situation, One of our brothers is feeling blue. How can I help you?

Thank you all for your support... =)

Today I'm good. I talked to the girl and she asked me to draw her. That solved some of the problems up there. I've also got a capoeira roda today on the beach, I guess that's gonna make my day. At least for now, I don't have all the problems in mind.

I usually get like this on weekends, whenever I don't go out on a Friday/Saturday night... for me, that's very important =/

But I'm feeling a lot better today. As I said, I'm not thinking about all that.

Thank you all. =]

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Yep... voodoo waves for you.

Well, life has it's ups and downs, as you surely know.
But just think about it this way, if it weren't for the downs, the ups wouldn't seem so... high.
Or something like that.

Piece of Mag History.

The Stoning Thread was a thread which can still be found in the Spam Hammer Archives in which we all stoned people or things that were pissing us off. Basically a thread to vent a little annoyance or anger at whatever was annoying or angering you. Stoning being like throwing stones at it.

Hah, thanks for the info. =)

Sounds promising, indeed. We all need that at some point.

Bump/update:

About everything has been taken care of; I must only wait until the next weekend to talk to the girl. Then, the choice will be hers between me and this other guy she's been going out with.

Because I'm pretty much worried about that right now, I'm not posting as much as I used to be; I'm concentrating most of my energies in real life. And I'm happy this way. I guess that soon I'll bail off these forums.

As for the next few days, I'll be travelling to a nearby rural region. For my capoeira 'batizado', that is, an yearly event when people graduate and improve their 'rope'. (Like most other martial arts, capoeira has a ranking system. With japanese martial arts, it's mostly indicated by a colored belt. In capoeira, you use a colored rope tied around your waist.)

Well, that's it. Not that anyone wanted to know, actually. But I felt like posting it.

Well skyscrapper, it sounds like things have been improving quite a bit. Taking a stand and making that girl choose is a bold move, but that's cool. I hope she picks you, and if not, you know she's not the one for you.

What color rope do you have? How many belts have you earned before?

Hey, Posting, games, these are all things that people do
when they have time to have fun. It will always be nice to hear
from you if you leave the mag for a while. Always check in to let us
know how you are. I know the feeling. I was making a game for the
RPGmaker 3. Part of me still wants to play. The other part knows that
theres other things in life then games. I do plan on going back to it
when things slow back down for me. But at the same time I want to
move on to other games too.

I'm glad your happy now. Always smile. Always have fun. Nothing last forever. Enjoy everything.

Yeah, I agree with you Kitty, and thanks for the support ^^

As for Pagerron, I started practicing capoeira late last year, just after the 'batizado' had taken place. So I had to stick with my white corda (first one) until this year's event. You can't change cordas outside the event.

Now I have a yellow/white corda. Next year, aiming for full yellow ^^ And I'm dedicating myself totally to it.