I'm just going to make a post to say that I am sorry. I'm not going to go into all the details because either you already know or it's not important to know now. I have hurt some people or pissed some people off in the past. It's been about 7 or 8 months since I've been on the site, and I want to take the time to say I'm sorry. Better late than never.

I am an imperfect person. I have a personality that is not easy to deal with, but I'm trying to be better about how I handle things and people. I can immature, and it comes out in full display sometimes. It is not a good side of me, and it's not how I want to treat people. I just hope that you all can understand, and I hope that I can grow up some more. It's a process of life, and I hope that I can continue to improve with time.

I don't expect forgiveness or for people to like me right away or whatever. I just felt that I needed to say this, and let you know that while I'm here, I want to be good to and with you all.

Sorry, and let's move forward.

You got it, chief.

Also, I win for longer hiatus. Yes, it's a competition of course.

You know where I stand on the matter. We got everything out on the table in the chat.

f*ck you and f*ck your apology.

b*tch.

Ok.

Kill yourself.

Ok.

All is forgiven. Although my past altercations with you probably barely register on the radar, if at all. But for what it's worth, I forgive you.

Give your life to Jesus. Ask Him to make you a better person. That's what I did. I asked God to make me the person that He wants me to be. Things didn't get better overnight, but I think God is working steadily on me. I'm His work in progress. God is willing to forgive you and fix what has gone awry.

And while we're on the topic of apologies and forgiveness, I'd like to extend this to the rest of the community as well. All is forgiven, and I ask your forgiveness if I've hurt you in the past. Let's try to co-exist here and make positive contributions.

This is getting a little off-topic, but how do you know he didn't already? =P

He has. That's the funny part!

And if he hasn't, it's not a mandatory step to make things right.

Either way, sometimes it takes courage to admit your own faults and apologize for them, and I find that admirable.
It's nice when both sides can move on.

EDIT: By the way, I assume you meant 7-8 years right? At first I thought this was an extremely old topic being revived.

More recently I think, though I cannot speak for another.

I agree with you Guarionex. Be your own man, move your own rocks!

Well, in my experience, Christians often suffer the most. Satan and his demon host aren't gonna waste time harassing those who are already on their side. And God, in His infinite wisdom, already knows who are His people and who aren't. God will test your faith again and again, and if you're like me, you fail more often than you win. But even a failure is used to teach us something new and to help us grow and become the loving and forgiving people He wants us to be. The process of sanctification lasts a lifetime. I won't be perfected until I've died and gone to be a part of God's glorious kingdom. Until then, I press on and have faith in God's eternal plan.

I've been praying for you, Shadowfox. For quite a few years, now. I hope that Jesus will reveal His love to you.

God's will be done.

If you mean to imply that Guar and I are agents of Satan, I chuckle. When do I get my badge? I didn't even make a sweet deal with a crossroads demon...

I'm simply sick of people shuffling responsibility to God. You must help make your own miracles, and being faithful is no excuse to be an asshole, simply put.

Yeah, I'm not entirely sure if that was meant for me. I don't want to go too much into it since I don't want to turn Shadowfox' apology topic into a religion war.In fact, I'm not even touching the subject anymore in this thread.

Nothing was meant by it, nothing was implied, and no one in particular was targeted. I was simply stating what I believe to be true. And as for my first response to Shadowfox, I wasn't trying to say that faith is the only way to live or the only way to atone for past mistakes or anything like that. I was just offering... an idea... a friendly suggestion... to someone who was just told by Bonanza to kill himself.

Honestly, I don't care if you're an atheist or if you associate with some other faith. I was trying to encourage someone who was just told to **** off and kill himself.

Well, I have already given my life to Christ, and honestly, I'm not particularly bothered by being told "f*ck you" or to kill myself. I also feel like this thread is not heading in a direction it needs to and is outside its intended purpose.

Ix or Lantis, can you please lock this thread?