I wish it were everywhere. The love that was supposed to be in the air for me tonight had to cancel because of a mother. Bah. Sometimes, I hate being me.

Maybe you should get your own place.

That's funny, because I couldn't. =p Going out with me would sort of be symbolic of her giving up her escapism lifestyle. She loves to party. I can go out and get a girl if I were just lonely. No, I want to give happiness to someone who doesn't even think they deserve happiness. The lyrics to Japanese Gum by Her Space Holiday is what she says is like her life. Well f*ck those lyrics, I'll save her and make her happy.

So are you saying you didn't hold her hand and what are you doing home so early? It's Friday night!

I didn't hold her hand and I'm home because one of my friends got real sick and I needed to take care of her. I do believe she got some moldy weed. =\ Poor girl. I've got her though, she'll have to sleep here tonight. I'll be on the couch it seems. I didn't hold her hand because she doesn't want to hold mine. I am not one to force anything on someone else.

Well there is always tomorrow?

I'm have an exclusive boyfriend

And we have been dating for one year too, and we are hoping to be together forever or just keeping our relationship as long as we can ^^

Respectfully (:)) aren't you up kind of late for a 13 year old girl?

We've been dating since 12 >____>

Oh, BTW, now i'm 14 that means probably 1 year and a half or so.

Umm, she lives in Indonesia, or somewhere around there . So her time is almost the opposite of ours (probably about 11-12 hours ahead, since I know Japan is 13 (during DST anyway)).

As for me still single, mainly because I don't get out much because I'm an introvert . Plus I really don't dig the party/bar scene.