so..i FINALLY got my present from ixz...after waiting so long for it. thinkin it was lost in the mail or something!...i didnt open it right away >_>... i opened it after i got up just cuz i couldnt wait. now. what read on the package was a calender and cards. cuz..his customs thing is weird. anyway. im like "a calaender and cards eh? sounds like what my mom would get me.." XD so i opened it cuz i couldnt wait cuz it took so long to get here and lo and behold! its a bleach calender and bleach cards! *snogs them* ^_______^ ty ixy pooh. <3

anyway. i most likely wont be on at all tomorrow...cuz..i be sleeping..then... we might open presents tomorrow night i guess instead o_O..twas what my mom told...which was odd of her..anyway. then i might come on here and then go back to bed cuz i gotta leave in the morning to go down to the grandmas house and have big feast. cuz ima starve myself for myself. so can eat lots!...for a change... i never seem to eat anything when its a big family dinner...

SOOO....whatchu guys doing? for x-mas? new years to! ill most likely..like...do nothing.

PS: MERRY CHRISTMAS AND sh*t

god, your enthusiasm depresses me beyond words.

I'm waiting for it to end.

I will play Dragon Quest 8 for some hours and watch full metal panic, Ghost in the Shell 2nd Gig, War of the Worlds, Full metal alchemist movie, and alot more.

once again me and NLY are in agreement.

although for me, this state of depression is only temporary.

Nope, I'm waiting for it to end so I can go get a job.

oh...

i thought you meant the end of Chrssy's enthusiasm. yeah, well im waiting for that to grind to a halt. i, also, need a job.

Well holiday enthusiam could bite it to.

*shakes self by scruff of neck*

damn, im down. i think its because im back home.

Its because I have no money. Because I'm sick of cold and bad heat bills. Because I have nowhere else to live except with a controlling ex who forces restrictions on my lifestyle. Ahhh...and if I have to endure ONE more christmas song I'm going to snap on someone like a fat postal worker.

dammit, stop making my problems look all small and insignificant!

im out in calgary. yay. *lack of enthusiasm* (sorry to ruin your enthusiastic post crystal)
i hate christmas. i didn't really want to be here but they just CAN'T have christmas without me. yay. I don't really like my family that much. only like... 50ish more hours until i get home. then i can leave and not talk to that ...>_> WOMAN <_<... who got a "because im the mom, thats why" cup. and made her hamster fury face at us and read it out really loud and shrill and of course my brother can't stop yelling about everything really shrill like, and NOBODY can stop trying to tell my 2 year old cousin what to do, and of course NONE of them agrees with each other, its all like one big comedy except that i don't find it funny so much as i find it depressing and irritating.

I feel sick.
I wanna go home.

;_;

but i got an iPod, and a few blank CD's. So that is at least good. I would prolly be more thankful if there was not a pain in my side and if i didn't feel like killing people. and such.

I got through the day without snapping on someone like a fat postal worker though. Carolers be-damned...

hah, i have not run into any carolers this year yet. except those ones in the mall but they didn't demand no figgy pudding and they kept to themselves so it was good.

I WON'T go until I get some, biyatch!

Anyway...Ix didn't send me anything.
*feels neglected*

Ixz went down the route of "dirty looks" for me.

I was honored.

Okay, pumpkin, next year, I'll send everyone a gift. It may be coal, but it would be a gift, right?

yea next year we should have some sort of secret santa thingl.....or something

yeah. lets agree with that idea. and hopefully she'll forget before next Christmas.

lmao, an internet secret santa thing, that would be pretty cool actually.

you don't have to be in it if you don't want Regal.