Jesus, you're way ahead of me, man.

yup its nearly 2 here now.

i think ill sleep soon.

Sleep well, man!

yeah have a good night sleep

Well, I finally got to talk to the big cheese. It went something like this

Me: You know, that sh*t you did hurt

Him: Look, I know you probably took it as personal, but that's just you. We did what we did to say, "look, we got here all this way without you."

Me: Well, that sh*t was still low man. I know you say you ice cold and sh*t, but you went into the negatives. You could have done what you did a better way

Him: Look, man. You have no right to critique my program and whatnot.

Me: I told you why I had to drop. I have money problems.

Him: That's an "excuse," and I don't allow excuses into my fraternity.

Me: Dude, seriously, I was so pissed off, I was going to punch somebody-

Him: Nah, you would have been set up for an ass whopping.

Me: I know there were others there, and I don't care.

Him: Look, you talking crazy right now.

Me: So, whose idea was it to pull that stunt?

Him: You'll never know.

Me: I'm serious. I want some answers

Him: You're wasting your breath.

Then he walks off.

Later, he talked to me on another matter, which is me conversing with a few others on this matter. Basically, he said if he heard any more sh*t from some people involving him and me, there was going to be some "trouble." He was serious. Well, if it does happen, guess I'll be ready to fight, then. But ffor now, I'll keep whatever said about this matter on here, or simply keep my mouth shut.

Other than that, I tried to have fun at Finals Blowout. Overall, it was pretty good. Good food, games, prizes, etc.

the leader set that sh*t up. Yes he is serious and If I know college frats they will do some crazy sh*t over some little sh*t.

Indeed. It's juat hard to let this sh*t go.

just chill :] with finals coming up you should just be like whatever. you didn't join and its a good thing since they are a bunch of fucktards anyways, just focus on the finals.
also big terrible stressful things always come in three's so you had the Alpha Phi Alpha thing, then whatever with Brenda in the library (if that counts) so you can expect at least one more, maybe two if the Brenda thing doesn't count. just ride through it and focus on what you need to, not that sh*t.

I know how hard to it is to let something go when someone has did something wrong to you. It comes a time where ever man/woman get whats coming to them in the end.

Funny.

This is the second straight year that somethign stressful sh*t has affected my psyche during finals. I'm serious. Different sh*t involving the same guy I talked to last night happneed last year. Let's just say....he had his cookie in a different cookie jar, and this cookie jar he cheated on was one I liked very much...

*posts bonanza PPK*

watch yourself, they might not be done yet.

frats are stupid unless they have a smart leader.

I know, Regal.

And no, this leader is quite smart, mind you.

any minute now Taizons going to suggest a plan that involves striking back, and probably a hooker.

ignore it.

Nah I wouldn't do that just lay low for awhile

preps or anything more upperclass NEED TO DIE

they will, just like everyone else. in time.

if thats any comfort, it doesnt really comfort me.

Look, guys. My finals are THIS WEEK. Then, I go home for a month. I'm sure everthing will die down by then. And...the leader is graduating that May..so, yeah.

they all get theirs when they have kids.

Ha ha...having kids is a curse?

...Yeah, you're right.