Thanks

(441.) My Feeling
=----------------------------------------------------=
Deep inside
Come back to me
Don't try and hide
Come out and see

(442.) I am hated
=----------------------------------------------------=
Red, yellow, brown, black, and white
They all hate me to the point that I lose sleep at night.
Why am I hated above all the others?
Why am I cursed by esse's and brothers?
Because my life is easier, my house is bigger?
Because not once in my life have I called a man a negro?
All truth be told, I'm a negro in the litteral sense
I'm a lazy good for nothing worth not even a six-pence
But I should not feel guilty for oppressions
I have no secrets to spill out in bloody confessions.
My ancestors were bastards of men
The injustices they made people suffer, I don't know where to begin
The black man slaved over land not of his own
Grew crops he did not want grown
All for the white man and his greater cause
But stop for a moment and pause

If we are the white devil then what are you?
Who's suffered most, I forget; Blacks, whites, maybe a Jew?
I have suffered nothing compared to the pain that of those before me
Slaves who lived there whole lives full of dreams but died unfree
Jewish people who watched as their closest friends were shot at point blank in front of their face
All because of the Aryan race.
Maybe it's the hispanics who come accross the border in hopes of feeding their family for one more winter
Only to be called an economic splinter
Has he no more rights than the man that stands before you all today?
Is it not just as important what he has to say?
We all whine about injustices done
Civilians must be lost for any wars to be won
The orphans of war that carry out their mothers dying wish
That shattered all so quickly when they're sisters are raped and killed in front of them with a sickening squish
He thinks he let down his mother
Yet I complain that I am being blamed by a brother
For things that my ancestors did that did not bloody my hand
So why should I always carry this brand?
I know that no matter how bad that my life may become
I still live in a house and not in a slum
I have food in my stomach, and family by my side
From no totalinarinists do I hide
I am an American, born and raised
Scolded for acts that never were praised
I want no pity, I already have guilt
For I live on land that your ancestors built; correction OUR ancestors built
So I ask not for forgiveness I ask that you think
Who suffered the most; you, or the people whose lives were taken away in a blink?

(443.) The Greatest Fight Ever Fought
=----------------------------------------------------=
The crowd is silent and his thoughts are askew
He looks through the stadium for a glimpse of you
But you're not there just like he knew

The other man enters the arena head first
His anticipation is not apparent but he's about to burst
For this poor man's blood he desperately thirst.

With his eyes so amber peering from his tiny head
He pictures what he'd look like if he were dead
All he can see is red

He raises his hand and awakens the crowd
They scream louder, they're getting so loud
Ego's high and he's awfully proud

The bell rings and they both rush in
Like a bowling ball to the pin
They crash into each other once again

Who the ball and who the b*tch?
Who's pride and fame shall make them rich?
Neither, they both pulled a switch

Dodge left, dodge right
No matter of care, all thoughts on the fight
One wife sleeps alone tonight

Crash with a left
Right to the cleft
To his beauty he's now a theft

They both connect to the cheek
Both crumble to the ground frail and weak
Neither say a word, the crowd does not speak

Both lay cold on the floor
Paramedics rush through the door
Neither is breathing anymore

Greatest fight in all history
Surrounded in all this misery
Who won is still a mystery.

I laid cold and numb
I thought I was so dumb
Laying their sucking my thumb

My head got light as air
I let loose of all my care
No one was there

The greatest fight I ever fought
There were no tickets to be bought
Just all this pain that I was brought

I gave it my all
I answered the call
To hell I shall now fall

The knife hurt as it pierced my skin
Thanks to the pills my blood was thin
I leave all of nothing to my next of kin


(444.) My Sweet Child
=----------------------------------------------------=
Will your eyes be green?
What shall you be named?
I'm sure you will be beautiful
I'll have all your pictures framed
You'll make your mother so proud
My sweet child
I want to hear you cry outloud

Will you cry on your first day of school?
What will be your dream?
An astronaut, a firefighter, maybe a doctor.
In my eyes you can do all of these it would seem
I hope you make lots of friends
My sweet child
I hope your happiness never ends

Will you fall in love?
What will be her name?
I bet you'll love her dearly
She'll feel the same
Maybe go to prom with your sweartheart?
My sweet child
I can't wait for your life to start

Will you get a second chance?
What did I do?
You were so close to me
How could we lose you?
You cannot go
My sweet child
I didn't even get to say hello

443 is excellent

*awards award*

*wears the awarded award*

(445.) Butterfly
=----------------------------------------------------=
The butterfly flys to the flower
He smells of ebon rose
Gently to the lilac
With vibrant blue of ocean hue
The butterfly flaps his wings
Across the world a small gust blows
Even the tiniest of wings
Can move mountains
So don't stop flying

(446.) En vain
=----------------------------------------------------=
Si je vous serai obligé à aimer
Je ne souhaite pas faire si en vain
Je ne veux rien dans le retour
Mais votre bonheur

(447.) It's A Sign They Say
=----------------------------------------------------=
It's a sign they say
The fire will come and purge us all
Hell will rise and Earth will fall
But certainly not today

So why my sweet,
Do you confess to be afraid of tommorrow?
When today there should be not this sorrow.
Do not admit defeat!

I see that sign
A sign that you are scared
That the purging scythe will come and none are spared
Now is not the time to resign

When horsemen ride and take your soul
When Jesus cries
After the red sun dies
Oh how the red tide will roll

As if we feel God's wrath
When you let me down
I will see no white wedding gown
For you blazed the path

Hell will come as I stand my ground
As evil brings my life pain
When your tears are more rampant than the rain
All you'll hear is my love's sound

(448.)Untitled
=----------------------------------------------------=
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(449.) All Your Rules
=----------------------------------------------------=
I hate you and all your rules
Stupid laws set before your time
Things you can't begin to comprehend
Why do you have so much faith in them
I can't say they're wrong
I can say they dont fit us
Stop this madness

(450.)As I Recall
=----------------------------------------------------=
As I recall,
There was one window high on the wall shining light
Rain would always fall down it just right
When the sun was out the room was bright

As I recall,
The judge skated gracefully across the room
On his canvas high above the rest he loom
But on that day when you took the coins he surely met his doom

As I recall,
I chased her for half an hour
I had to muster all my power
I had to have this flower

As I recall,
I climbed up into the tree
They laughed and giggled as they peered on in glee
But already the virus had contracted deep within me

As I recall,
She lived in that small house
A female she could never be, she never once wore a blouse
Worked and toiled away and was quite as a mouse

As I recall,
Through the door that creaked each time
After turning the knob to hear that wonderful chime
She would offer me a Reeses Cup and ask for her for me to ryhme.

As I recall,
He lay their convulsing, soul overflowing
As the ground was being buried under all the snowing
I would never again see his eyes glowing

As I recall,
It was my fault they were married
The burden of me and my brother she carried
Under all that weight she was almost buried

As I recall,
I slept under the oak
Like a hapless little bloke
Then into the house with my anger in hand, the door broke

As I recall,
He screamed at me through tears in his sad eyes
The guilt thrown on me made even me despise
The person I was under those starry skies

As I recall,
The horse galloped up with him on it's back
He said he was a Doctor and reached into his sack
He pulled out a flower and started his attack

As I recall,
Mother was crying
We were all afraid that he was dying
So I started crying

As I recall,
You hugged him and ignored my sad face
Warmed him with your embrace
The loneliness I felt I could not brace

As I recall,
I loved you and wrote you a poem about our past
I wrote it oh so very fast
You cried in happiness but the happiness did not last

As I recall,
Oh some 400 ago
I said that I would lasso
A moon for you for you to show

As I recall,
I never did catch the moon
I spoke my words far too soon
You left before the sun eve hit noon

As I recall,
All these memories for fun
Not a single one
Will claim my battle won

As I recall,
I love you
But that's not enough
For you.

(451.) Yesterday Is Gone
=----------------------------------------------------=
All those happy places
My friends familiar faces
They're all gone
My mother is so far away
Happend only but yesterday
Now she's gone
My love I loved so very dear
She is now miles from near
Everyone is gone
So sad but I wear a mask that lies
Wear it only in my families eyes
My happiness is gone
It's useless they'll all move on
Find a new day, see the new dawn
Yesterday is gone
Today is all I have to grasp
Every day in airless hell I gasp
The air I breathed is gone
She'll find a new love
Who believes in her God above
My faith is gone
The devil dare not be real
I sold my soul I made the deal
My wish is gone
Every ounce of energy
Sucked out every pore in me
My soul is gone
Fate laughs last as I trudge on new land
He knows my hell like the back of his hand
My hopes are gone
Tommorrow may be better for you
I know the way my life works, this is nothing new
I'm gone

(452.) My Being Loathes All
=----------------------------------------------------=
Every inch of my being loathes all
all that you are in ever way that it
it makes me want to scream and
and attack anything that moves in
in my line of site this miserable state that
that I'm in I blame soley on all of you
you that feel you are so innocent
I hate you

(453.) Oh I
=----------------------------------------------------=
I'd kill myself but it wouldn't help
I whine so much these days I make myself sick
I rely on small little glimpses of happiness from phone calls
Phones calls that are from someone who lies to me
Lies to my face
I am so very pathetic
I despise who I am
I refuse to cry even though I'm sure if I did I would feel so much better
I want to cry
I won't let myself
My happiness says it always has time to talk
Yet it doesn't have the decency to call me
I hate that I rely so heavily on so little
I wish ever so more that something would kill me
But everyday I come home
Lay in bed and hate myself
I despise the scum that kill themselves
I may hate myself but I shall not become a hypocrite
You all take lightly what I say
I really did sell my soul you know
I have it on paper
According to you all I'm going to hell anyways
So I sold my soul, what for you may ask?
I can't tell you
All I can say is that the devil is not real
Mark my words
Oh I hate this life I live

(454.) AP
=----------------------------------------------------=
AP, AP, land of you and me
King Kong climbing a tower like a tree
Books piled high
The room's not easy on the eye
AP adds 10 points to my grade
That shall be of great aid
Sneed is a nerd
You heard the word
AP is weird to me!

(455.) Slightest Clue Of Beauty
=----------------------------------------------------=
Beauty wanes as it gathers
Make-up applied only covers so much
So much put-on you can't see them
Who they're lying to I haven't the
Slightest clue

(456.) Sociology
=----------------------------------------------------=
Interested in every single act
Steimer wants to know what we think
He questions what and ponders why
Sister of my hearts desire
Ask for me to speak for society
A burden far too big

(457.) Red Leaves
=----------------------------------------------------=
Red leaves cascade off of all
As hapless men climb helplessly up the wall
They dig their nails in as the flesh tears
Slowly sliding down in a trail of blood the temper flares
Grabbing helplessly at their left remains
Without a look of interest the climber feigns
He looks up and sees his nails still dug in
As he tries to climb again
Life laughs as we all fall down
With nary a smile and barely a frown
I laugh and try with all my might
In hopes I scale it before the night
Life is a wall that tears out our climb
Where you could lose it all in the drop of a dime
Keep climbing and you may live
Into the pain you must not give

(458.) Sadly I Am Here
=----------------------------------------------------=
Sadly I am here
What I dreamed as my worst fear
It is now my life

(459.) Like a Monkey
=----------------------------------------------------=
Brown and furry flinging poo
The sly monkey is cute too
Swing from branches, hang from trees
Hugging each other, like the birds and the bees
This is weird, short, and stupid
Like a monkey

(460.) Eyes Wide Like The Sage
=----------------------------------------------------=
Eyes wide like the sage
It sees all through time and age
It peers right through me

(461.) Plaything
=----------------------------------------------------=
Designed explicitly for your enjoyment
A toy of unfathomable expense
Play thing men pay no respect
I feel sorry for her
My pity does her no good
Sadly I must tread on

(462.) Translating Brain Waves
=----------------------------------------------------=
Wave lengths on the human mind
Fluxuating differently
Mingling coherently
Each ineraction one of a kind
You say you miss me
I tell you I love you
You say that's through
How can this be?
Time stands still it would seem
Brain patterns feel misunderstood
It did not come accross as it should
Always a nightmare never a dream
Hoping
Waiting
For a correct
Translating

(463.) Jack And Jill
=----------------------------------------------------=
Jack and Jill went up the hill
To shoot the needle, take the pill
Panic set in
The race begin
Their mind was gone
You shoulda sawn
Slighty slipping outta sight
The sight I saw just wasn't right
Jack and Jill died on that day
Having fun as some would say
But then death ain't that much fun
The war on drugs can never be won
Just another casuality
Put into ryhme for you and me

(464.) The Moose
=----------------------------------------------------=
The moose, is loose
Tearing across the small town
Relative of the Caribou though I think they never knew
Poor canadians being trampled by the hooves
A few were hit by antlers

(465.) A Strong Man Would Describe Him Right
=----------------------------------------------------=
He stands from where I be,
Six foot two, maybe three
He smiles as if he knows,
Everythign that no one shows
It takes me by surprise
To look into his eyes
And be afraid
As if I can't let him in for he'd much rather invade
So peaceful and heart-warming on the outside
But so much anger and contempt he hide
He shakes my hand and squeezes tight
A strong man would describe him right
I wonder what he fears?

(466.) Gotta Be Me
=----------------------------------------------------=
Dim the lights put the feel down low
Make the music start playing help the body flow
We'll start to groove, let the music hit the air
Release all of your troubles, let free of every care
People love to party, everyone loves to feel free
So you're the only person, you gotta be
Oh I gotta be
I gotta be me
Ain't no body
Just gotta
Gotta be me
Got no troubles, I'm just carefree

(467.) Slightly Looks Of Love
=----------------------------------------------------=
Pure sweet red wine
Dripping slowly from the mouth
It slightly looks of blood
Slightly looks of love
I am confused
But my feelings never really mattered
It'll be okay

(468.) her
=----------------------------------------------------=
Small, naive unto the world around
her
A world of pain and people
People who wish to harm
her
in ways unmentionable
Blonde hair bright as the sun
Smile illuminates
her
Bright White teeth shining
Mouths saying nothing about
her
She came from a place where everyone loved
her
Prettier than all the other girls
This new world so big and cruel
Thinking that no one wants
her
She leaves the world with a gunshot
It goes straight through
her


(469.) A Lie
=----------------------------------------------------=
These tears do my sadness no justice
They show not how deep this ravine in my soul was carved
How long I have fallen
How sad I have become
There are no tears
Just a happy face
A lie


(470.) Be My Watch
=----------------------------------------------------=
shine inside of me
where of white-gray stray shine
earily through dismal life
shutter unto as if you were no more
feel the beacon which you shine
keep me from the cliffs
guide me to the port


(471.) Aurora Borealis
=---------------------------------------------------=
Aurora cried gently from her throne on high
With her hand she whisped the sky

As the tears rolled down her hand
The tears were seen across the land

She wheeped as her eyes filled to the brink
Cold air to freeze and kink

And so the tears were left in the sky for her to see
Reminder of the sadness in which she be

I saw these lights one faithful day
The lights made by a God they say

Rainbow where the rain is not
Wind where it is never hot

Aurora cried so much that she made these lights
A reminder for her, Borealis

(472.) I know I'm young, but I do love her
=---------------------------------------------------=
Is it so wrong for me?
To think far off into the future
About maybe someday getting married
To her
I know I'm young, but I do love her
With all my heart
If she moved on
I'd be heartbroken
If I moved on
I'd feel like I cheated on her
So I'm here
Waiting
Hoping
For her to maybe accept me back
She's 400 miles away
Every day I worry more and more
I know she wouldn't go out with anyone without telling me
But I still worry
I worry that my best friend
whom I care for an awful lot
Will go out with her
Then I would hate them both
With every inch of my being
I would hate them
But I would still love her
This makes me sad.

(473.) Except in her arms
=---------------------------------------------------=
I want to move back to my home
This is not my home
I don't have a home
I don't feel comfy anywhere anymore
Except in her arms

(474.) Cry
=---------------------------------------------------=
CRY
CRY GOD DAMN YOU
LET IT ALL OUT FOR f*cking ONCE
CRY
You're not a tough guy
You're not strong
You can barely hold on to this life
You're killing yourself
f*cking CRY
DO IT
I DEMAND YOU CRY
You love someone who doesn't love you the same way
The only reason she still loves you in anyway
Is because she would feel responsible if you were sad
Look what you've done
CRY YOU SON OF A b*tch
BALL LIKE A BABY
JUST CRY PLEASE
You're worthless
You contemplate suicide because you're so miserable
You're the scum on your own shoe
Practice what you preach you bastard
CRY
NOW
FOR HER
Why
Oh why
Can't I cry?

Poo on you people. lol


(475.)To My Life So Closely To A Prayer, I Say Amen
=---------------------------------------------------=
What will become of my hopes
Of my dreams
These shattered things that lay accross the floor
Nothing more for them it seems
Silent cries into the night
Cries that have no tears
I've had it all bottled up
The ammount of oppression reaches years
I scream but no noise is made
Waiting for a phone call that will never be
My existence seems so god awful sad
How can this hopeless wreck possibley be me?
Thoughts spin through my head of them
Her and him kissing
Thoughts of things that never happened
Who am I, the one that no one's missing
Would she lie to me?
I trust her with all my heart
But if she did lie to my hopes
My skin would surely part
The great red sea would spill forth
Drowning out my screams of denile
Based on a falsehood happiness
That relies souly on her smile
No wonder she wants nothing to do with me
I put so much pressure on her way
She wrote a poem for me
About how I love her only if I stay
I could not stay, am I such a monster?
That cannot even please the only one I love
The only one I've ever cared about
So, I pray to her God above
No one answers
I want to cry
No tears come out
I think I want to die
To punish myself
For breaking the heart of my maiden fair
Who did nothing wrong
The only thing she did was care
Am I reading to much into every action?
Every little thing that anyone does
All for some sneaking suspiscion
That arose from a because
I know he likes her
Would he possibley be that mean?
So cold-hearted and calous
To knock away the pillar on which I lean
I don't think she would lie to me
So I'll believe her once again
But if she's lying
To my life so closely to a prayer, I say amen

Not bad, not bad. That last line is pretty smooth in 475.

(476.) My Daily Wages
=---------------------------------------------------=
I apologize
All this sin
That I have committed
Take from me Oh Lord
My daily wages
Of life and of happiness
I shall pay you back in full
Though I may die

(477.)Et tu, Brutus?
=---------------------------------------------------=
Et tu, Brutus?
He said to me
For a second I felt sorry for him
For a second

(478.) Melancholy Undergrowth
=---------------------------------------------------=
In the broken glass
Jesus walked and cut his feet
They laughed almost
But thought otherwise when he glared at them
The cement slightly burned his soul
Defiled by the melancholy undergrowth of hate
We thought about this in the discord white room
The path was now covered in his blood
Should we blindly lead him once again
Away from the Stairs
Or should we walk into the blender ala puree
It is of no consellation
We dropped the crane
Jesus smiled for a second
The three-pronged claws were slick
He fell again
Resting next to a plushie Budha
We tried again
Our hands were bleeding
The rolex caught my eye
I had one quarter of salvation left
I bought a Wal-Mart brand rootbeer
It'll taste good in hell
Bill offered me another soul
I accepted
I used it to play the only game I win
Everytime
I put it in
It gave me 4 pieces of myself
I bought a stick of gum
Budha laughed
The witchdoctor began to hum
3 parts of my second soul
The devil walked up
Said he'd give me $100
He held monopoly money
it was tempting
I sent him packing
The white-washed glassdoor slid open
She greeted another person
Checked there things
Their shirt said slut
My cell phone rang
Satan again
I said not now
3 parts still unspent
A Christian began preaching to the cash register
Jesus joined Budha in laughing
I opted for a sticky ball of goo
It smelled of hell
It glooped like heaven
Nothing but Purg
2 pieces left
The sandy beech of black and yellow
Sun rose, sun fell, sun die
Lucky triple 777's hot damn,
5 quarters
I paid Bill back
He seemed eager to accept
1 part
Younger days of silent
Her hair was reddish blonde
Strawberry I heard it described
I missed her
With my Batman suite I came to her door
She was a fairy
Her sister a witch
Which witch?
The evil witch
Wicked Witch of the West which had a green face
And such deliscious apples
I bet they have grown proper
I have grown quite unright
Jesus shakes his head in disagreement
Budha laughs as Muhamed tries to stab him to no avail
I think I'll keep my quarter

(479.) Promises
=---------------------------------------------------=
I

I made a promise, one that I may never keep
But I will not give up on even when my soul it weep
I promised a lot, a lot more than I had
Promises made and broken, my soul would go bad
I was not meant to be here
On this Earth so blue clear
My place in time has been faded
By my actions always so jaded
I think maybe I am to blame
For my lives sad shame
My mother toiled so long for me
All this time I could see
She did it for me and my brother
She took the hand of another
One she did not want to own
All because her blood was thicker than her bone
She accepted that ring and said she do
With each sad sigh I saw, she try to tell me "It's all for you"
I think my brother realized this, far before I
Far before I could even get the tears to cry
I now break my promise, to my mother that I love
While all the while, cursing at some God above
I am in love I claim, think this alleviates
And so my actions leave me bewildered and my hesitates
I want to be loved, it is all I ever needed
No signs I ever read was headed

II

I wear a button
It says that "
I
<3
Her"
In so simplest of terms
I gave her a button that read"
I
<3
Him"
In such complex words
I often think the button has so many meanings
Is it for my mother?
Is it for my love?
Is it for someone I don't even know?
I often show this button
To me and only me
I often read the button
For to remind myself
Of a promise I once made

III

Promises, so fleeting in their lives
Lives that were only breathed of dreams
Hope for futures that may never be
We place so much on these short-breathed fantasies
If we do not keep our dreams and make them come true
We have failed more than we could ever hope to recover from
I promised that I would always wait
I always shall

IV

Worry not my love
My promise born from my love
Is, and shall always

(480.) You'll Catch It 09/15/05 12:24 A.M.
=---------------------------------------------------=
Don't look at me
You'll catch it
This sin that I now soak my soul in
It is made of my blood
They say if I drink his
All shall be healed
I tried this
His blood I did cough up
I have sinned
Forgive me oh one I do not know
For I am a vial being
Not worthy of your praise
Not worthy of your stare
I love you
I am so sorry
These words that I now say to you
My soul is not worthy
For one such pure as yours
Don't look at me
You'll catch it

(481.) Bewilder All Logic Say 09/15/05 5:18 P.M.
=---------------------------------------------------=
Two hearts intwine on summer day
Bewilder all logic say
When one give up on love
And the other stay

(482.)Please Mother, Once More 09/15/05 11:22 P.M.
=---------------------------------------------------=
"Please mother,
Once more"
The little girl pleaded to the ballerina
So the mother twirled
The daughter clapped
She was so happy
"Please mother,
once more"
She thought as she danced across the stage
Kicking high and dancing gracefully
All for her little angel
She came home from the thrilling avent
With no one to greet her at the door
Two messages left on her machine
One message from the bastard
The bastard who left them high and dry
Sends a check once monthly
Thinking this heals all his sins
They went to the movies
Shall be back so shortly
The second message from an angel
Said the car had twirled accross the road
Kicking high and not so gracefully
Bastard and child were killed instantly
"Please mother,
Once more"
She thought as she picked up the knife
"I'm sorry my dear
Not tonight
Mother is tired"

(483.) Secretos 09/21/05 12:01 A.M.
=---------------------------------------------------=
Poetry is to me
As your native tongue is to you
You breathe it
As it comes so naturally to you
It comes just as easily to me
But it is hard to breathe
With all these things inside my soul
They are not always beautiful
They are far from kind
So sometimes I hide them
In hopes that you
Nor I
Will understand
What deep secrets that I
Me
My
Hide
Por favor no diga mis secretos
A los que no entienden

(484.) Moss Green 09/22/05 3:30 P.M.
=---------------------------------------------------=
Moss Green
Moss Green
Don't be so mean,
Do you know what I mean?
Moss Green
Moss Green
You say I took your only Black-eyed Pea
It looks like you have many if you ask me
Moss Green
Moss Green
You hoop an you holla
Said I cost you too many a dolla
Father
Father!
Have you heard?
Moss Green claims to have found the word!
Father
Father!
Forgive him for he has sinned
He thinks he has your religion pinned
Moss Green
Moss Green
I am sorry I took your Pea
But it ended up in my mouth by chance you see
Moss Green
Moss Green
Don't be so mean,
Do you know what I mean?
Black fists gave a black eye
Bitter anger leads to a bitter goodbye
Father
Father!
Come here in a hurry!
He's got the shovel ready bury!
Moss Green
Moss Green
What have you done?
You have ruined all yo own fun
Moss Green
Moss Green
You have never won
You know she was not yo only one
She was to delicate for such brutal blows
I am not alone in this, for the Father knows.
Moss Green
Moss Green
Don't be so mean,
Do you know what I mean?
She came running to me, you see
Told me of all the things you came to be
Moss Green
Moss Green
Why did you kill that innocent Pea?
Why did you do this to me?
Father
Father!
Have you heard?
Moss Green claims to have found the word!
The word of Christ, I don't think
The word of Satan seems to be kink
Father
Father.
Moss Green done shot himself
And he done took our Black-Eyed Pea.

you really are very good at this poetry thing...

but why can't you claim number 1 anymore?

I wrote it a very long time ago, then I read a poem by Paul Lawrence Dunbar called We Wear The Mask. It was the same, word for word, I coudn't claim it anymore.

(485.) Meshed Pearl 10/02/05 3:11 A.M.
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An angel with weblike annex
Walked benevolently accross the marble
Her reflection shone in the pearls meshed
Beauty, no other word can describe such ardent piety
My heart weeped with every step she took farther away
When she reached Elysium, quietus
I could not but follow
Slowly I meshed the pearl
I raised the equalizer to my temple
I prayed a solemn prayer
Shot a single marvel
Soon, my angel with pearl white skin
Soon

(486.) Dragged Through The Mud 10/03/05 2:44 P.M.
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Resonating sonata
Reverberates my mind
White washed mind
Dragged through the mud
I loved that girl
With her big smile
I loved that girl
With her moist lips
I, who am nothing but my sins
I, who have nothing but the hopes of my father
Love that girl
The music beats slowly
Duwap
Bebop
Please don't stop
Her innocence is apparant
She turns that crimson hue
So sweet
So delectable
Swinging from that tree over yonder
The light hits her white dress so nice
She's not smiling
Neither am I.
I, who had nothing but my love
Go unrequited.


(487.)Begone Ye Beast! 10/03/05 2:50 P.M.
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Unnatural beast
Begone ye abomination
Dare naught spread your wings here!
I see your flight
It fear me not
Yellow coward flying so
I see you sign your name in his book
My name is clean
Yours is dirty with your sin
Begone foul beast
God shows no pity on you.

(488.) 10/03/05 2:53 P.M.
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Father in Heaven
Hallowed be thy name
Thy kingdom come
Thy will be done
Thine eyes shall never see
Lands promised unto me
Present gone unopened remain
No white wings
No light but flame
Thine hell is here
Without her
Without you
Father in heaven
Please forgive me
For I have sinned
The ways I shant begin
Thy name in blood
Wrote out on my chest
You died to me that day
Faith, it means naught
In the eyes of man
Thy kingdom come
Thy kingdom go
Thine true love
With skin soft as snow
Thy wrath I feel
Know it real
Faith, is no more.

(489.) Hang Mine Head? 10/13/05 7:43 P.M.
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Hang mine head?
Neigh thine stare thy head on.
Mince mine words?
Neigh thine tell thy true.
Thine God views me whole
Thine ligh from soul
Shall blind you
Doth thou know mine God too?
Art thou not prideful for such a wonderous thing?
Why dost thou not sing?
All his glory, all his might!
His true guiding light!
Vanity may be thine sin
Thine love mine God even when
Thy walk before me
Lecherous creatures of sin you see
Mine head is high
Peering toward mine God in the sky

(490.) Devil With Those Blue Eyes 10/16/05 11:55 P.M.
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You there
Don't think I didn't see
I saw you glancing
Were you looking at me?

Those big blue starry eyes
They're staring stright through my soul
I can tell by you're off-cheek smile
Staring so hard into my whole

I cringe and look away
You're too beautiful and delicate
So graceful and soft
There be no duplicate

Please don't look at me
With those big sad sights
They're shining beacons
Blinding me from my nights

From my dreams
I still see them looking at me
You must be satan the way you peer
Why do I still wish for we?

You burn too badly
For me to gaze
Into those passionate blue eyes
I could be lost for days

Please look away
Spare me from this guilt
Those accusing portals
You tore down the home we built

I want you so bad
I'd sign away my life
But I know what you would do
How you think to fix our strife

You will hurt me no more
I will only hurt myself
Climbing over my dead body
To reach your high shelf

To smell you so sweetly
To feel you so mine
Those big blue eyes
Look away, they are too divine

(491.) God Laughs At Him 10/17/05 11:17 P.M. 2nd - 11:43 P.M.
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God laughs callously at those who tread on his ground
A lone man scribbles out his final words in ash
His love letter to God
God shall never read it
Ever since a small child he loved God
He followed his every word
Always there in church
Always there in prayer
The war is for God he told himself
Against those who oppose his word
God laughed so loudly at the poor man
If only he had known
"If your leaders say to you,
"Look, the kingdom is in the sky,"
then the birds of the sky will precede you.
If they say to you,
“It is in the sea,â€

(493.) Oh Sweetheart 10/31/05 11:38 P.M.
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Oh sweetheart,
I fell and tripped and scraped my knee
You bent down and decided to help me
I laughed and said I was okay
You never listened anyway
Oh sweetheart,
Oh sweetheart,
Sometimes I see myself with you
Other times I know it can't be true
You still talk to me and say hello
Sometimes I know you don't know
How much it means to hear
Those words I hold oh so dear
Oh sweetheart,
Oh sweetheart,
I have a plan for you and me
We'll escape over the balconey
The ballroom will provide the light
I'll have a rope and we'll take flight
Down the wall into the tree
Won't you please escape with me?
Oh sweetheart,
My sweetheart,
You cried and said so long with tears
We've been apart it's felt for years
I'd cry too but I'm all dry
I gave my tears away when you said goodbye
I fell and scrapped up my knee
Big boys don't cry you see
I'll be fine no don't you mind
But thank you for being so kind
Oh sweetheart,
Oh sweetheart,
No more I can't keep up with you
I escaped and you never knew
You said goodbye my sweet dear
That's why I asked you get away from here
You stayed and said we're far apart
I only left because you broke my heart
I trusted you and you let me down
That's why I always never frown
Big boys don't cry can't you see
That's why "I love you" means so much to me
Oh sweetheart,
My sweetheart.

(494.) Would You Have Me Back? 10/31/05 11:48 P.M.
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If I had a million dollars
And I gave it all to you,
Would you have me back?

If I was chizeled and on GQ
and I did it all for you,
Would you have me back?

If I won a Nobel
For a poem I wrote called "Kassi My Bell",
Would you have me back?

If I ruled the world
made everyone bow to me but you,
Would you have me back?

If I fought the devil and won
In my final moments before I'm done,
Would you have me back?

If I bought you a thousand roses
that could illuminate a million noses,
Would you have me back?

If went to college and got a PhD
learned every doctorate you asked of me,
Would you have me back?

If I cried a little at the perfect time
right after the wedding bells chime,
Would you have me back?

If I lived my life just for you
made all yours wishes come true,
Would you have my back?

If I'm me, and I buy you a dozen roses,
I make all my money and spend it on you,
I'd sit awake at night and train,
Study everyday to be smart-enough,
Lived my life as I do now.
Would you have me back?

(495.) 10/31/05 11:57 P.M.
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A single apple
Temptation is her age
Ripe for the picking from the tree
Juicily moist within my mouth
Crimson red and ready to run
It may be poison, it may be pleasure
I take no bite
I eat no food
I wait for whatever scraps
You may feed me

(496.) Because You Allow 11/03/05 6:00 P.M.
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I care
Because you allow
For me to show you
Why
When you stop
Wanting to hear my heart
It will stop speaking

(497.) 1776 11/08/05 5:25 P.M.
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I won't stop writing poems
Not untill I write atleast 1776
Why that number?
Emily Dickinson
She wrote 1775 poems
That we know of
I'll beat her though!
I'll write a lot more than her!
I shall win in the end!
Poems tend to mesh together
When you write so many...
I want to try and convey
Every emotion I can
Write with every style
I can comprehend
In every language
The site will translate.
I'll beat her someday
I'll be in the history books
You'll read about me in English
You'll buy my books
My time will come
Wait and see
1776 here I come!


(498.) On Sunday Morning Last 11/08/05 7:08 P.M.
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On sunday morning last
I saw a beauty
Who's allure was unsurpast
Only by her duty

Her onus to my heart
Made from the promises to me
That we shall never part
So I wait and see

It's been so long today
Since mine eyes saw the seraph so fair
For more of her love I pray
But to act I do not dare

So I wait for her to arrive
To sate my soul to revive.

I'm glad when I manage to get back here, I can count on seeing more poetry.

#497: Excellent!

(499.) Across A Blue Moon Lake
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Across a blue moon lake
A rose petal
Nary a thought in this quake
Ripples sent throughout
A blue ray
It shines down on my face
The thorn began to pray
Help my love home
Bring my red hope
Back to me
Like two cans tied between by rope
I whispered out a message
Please reach her ear
Please let me know
Her voice is all I want to hear
The mirror turned on
It spoke of fire
Samson ripped his arms out
To pull the two spire
Soon they will fall
Let the can shake
My hope lay dormant
Never again to wake
Never again to call
The shape was broken in to fear
I wept
The mirror said move
My rose wilted
Half a rose
Crimson in its sage
The moon never again arose
The blue eclipse lasts so long

(501.) Bloom, My Baby
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Bloom,
My baby.
Newborn baby
Bloom like it's a new day
Spring is here
Your eyes are open
The world is anew
Just bloom
Cheeks so red and soft
Rose petals dripping dew like tears
Welcome to the world my darling
My darling baby boy
Sunrise on the horizon
A smile on that sweet face
I loved your mother
Enjoyed the cold winter holding close
She loves you
Gentle breezes through the fields
Cold chilled through bone
Flowers wilt in winter
Your mother would have loved you so much
Bloom my sweet child
Spring is here

(502.) Cassette One 11/28/05 11:57 P.M.
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Insert cassette one
Begin to play when I say
Let me hear my woes

I record my thoughts
My distant, illforgotten
Shell of my own mind

In hopes to find me
Hidden in a backward track
On side one, part B

I apologize
If the quaility is poor
Adjust your tracking

For can no words be
More clear than when I speak them
With my own half-smile


(503.) Same Old Heart, In This Broken New Body 11/29/05 12:06 A.M.
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You know me
With my strap on shoes
My quirky smile
I smile for you
Don't be scared
It's just me
With my taped glasses
Strange tails
Corny jokes
And an odd optimism
That's right
Your first poem
Written by me
For you
I hope you enjoy it
Silence is golden they often say
I think really,
it's only worth it's weight
In silver
Same old me
New to you
I'm surprised
This old heart
In this broken new body
Wants to be your friend
Wants for you to depend on it
To lean into the Christmas tree
I'm not making this sappy
Or romantic
Just asking a small favor
Care to hold my hand?
If that's a bit too much
How about just dinner and a movie?
Or whatever
Tickles your fancy


(504.) Trully, a Place of God11/29/05 12:13 A.M.
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A single pink chair
Sat in the middle of the field
Like it really care
A children's chair like that of kindergarden days
An American monkey bar
The emptied pool
Burgendy broken car
Putt-Putt with crochet
Played tether ball
Trully, a place of God
Graffitti on the wall
Soccer balls and podiums
Volleyball courts filled with sand
Basketball goals on each end
Won over by slight of hand
With hopskotch in the middle
Flags flown high
But not tonight
Only things you see, illuminated by sky
No one's been here for a while
Bras hung from shelves
Panty hose drapped from door
Printer by the dryer
The golfballs on the floor
Scored a hole in one on Cross
Reconstructed where I walked
I held onto my cell phone
Into which I talked
Came around the corner
Felt I'll call it a day
Life so new cut short
Next to the place where people pray
I buried him under willow
Out in their backyard
The shovel broke the will
Of the ground so hard
Small cross made of sticks
Mark where he rest
Bought a pomegranate
Well, you know the rest

(505.) Thoughts On My Life 11/29/05 9:34 P.M.
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f*ck
That about sums it up.

(506.) Chlorophyll 11/29/05 9:58 P.M.
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Chlorophyll is the green coloration in leaves.
Photo-fucking-synthesis
Chlorophyll as a Photoreceptor
Traps this most elusive of all powers
THE SUN

(507.) Sexy Toaster 11/29/05 10:01 P.M.
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With your garter belt
Your sleek silver side of sex
Get out of my dreams

And into my pants
I am gonna make you toast
DING! The bread is done


(508.) Let Down 12/03/05 4:55 P.M.
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I often run away from things that I don't understand
Now is the time when I must make my stand
Against these woes
That no one knows
I put my faith in others
In my sisters and my brothers
So often have I been let down
By a simple smile or frown
I apolgize that I am so easily won
That I give up, that I am done
But man can only fight so long
Under the opression inflicted by the wrong
I still hold my head high
My dreams in the sky
Dreams that have no foundation but on me
Me, that is weak, but no one see
I, whom grows stronger with every burden taken
Is far too often at times mistaken
I should not have let anyone in
No talking should begin
No, nothing, with anyone
No fun.
I should travel with no crutch but mine
No burden crippling my spine
Know nothing
About something
I live
I give
That I so graciously hold out my open arms to recieve
Because it is something in which I believe
Faith leads me only to these nights
When I sit alone with my fears and frights
Thinking of all the injustice inflicted on my soul
That I stabbed with my own goal
Am I sad?
No, it's not that bad
I'm still happy being misunderstood
I'd just like to translate for someone if I could
So that I would not be alone
With no one on the phone
But me

(509.) Maroon Vomit 12/09/05 4:34 P.M.
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"I want to look pretty when I die"
She said to me with vomit on her lips
Maroon vomit
That reminded me of Bugs bunny


(510.) The Devil 12/10/05 3:54 P.M.
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I met the devil last night
In dream
He's a kind old man
With a warm smile
Six foot seven
Maybe more
Short white hair
Broad shoulders and large hands
I went to a gas station
To buy a dozen donuts
Had to get two Strawberry glazed
Two guys walked up and warned of the police inside
They'll take my $20
She bared her breasts and they moved on
My teacher was there and I broke my leg
I didn't realize it at first
I was at home
I had dropped her off at some time
I don't remember
I was asleep
As I walked outside to say hello
They bickered in the front yard
A woman stepped out of the car in the road
I thought she'd be okay
She was hit
I ran inside to call the police
I did
His wife commented on my lack of help
I ran outside to console her
Found only her fake legs
A pacemaker
5 magnets
A small pink child's helmet lay mere inches from the site
Back inside, a car began to drive through the house
He went onto the leather couch
I picked it up and sent them in the right direction
Through the kitchen
Out the backdoor
I hate that road
Mom cried
The house was burning down
I went outside to check
To try and find her again
I think maybe wolves
Had beaten us to the body
But no,
There she was
Standing upright
In white gown
A smile on her face
I remember her now
She was there when I was down
I had broken my soul
She was there to nurse me
I do not know her name
Her legs were real
Her eyes were bright
A red pick-up truck on the side of the road
The miracle healer walked out
Told me all things are possible
Through the lord
Six foot seven,
Maybe more
She called for me to dance with her
I heard a loud ringing
They told me to go around
That spot be her grave
I looked and saw only blood stained grass
One eye, 2 magnets
She threw down a lighter
It lit and bounced
She told me to walk through it
I tried but the lighter bounced lower
The gate had closed
She asked the man to help light and throw again
Tears were in my eyes
"Only you can do it"
He said with compassion in his voice
She reached for the lighter
She picked up a gun
The police came to investigate
The vehicular homicide that I called in
Two bullets hit their driver
He dove out of the car and shot her down
He started shooting at me
Two bullets went into my stomach
I dropped the gun I had and ran
She stood up and killed him
And 2 other police
The wolves began to chase me
The policeman shot them down
Then shot himself
I believe in miracles