Well, as some of you may know already, by tomorrow afternoon, I will pretty much no longer be around the Mag, or the internet in general. I won't be on much today since I have have to finish packing and, if luck isn't in my favor, the final for my Calculus class. Tomorrow will be my finishing touches on anything that's left and then I'll be taking off when my dad gets home. So, there will not be much of my presence around here anymore.

Why am I leaving (or pretty much leaving)? Because there's a lot I missed out on and screwed up because I spent so much time playing video games and being online. I blew friendships because of how I acted, I never focused on school because I was so busy browsing the net, I didn't go out to socialize because I spent time chatting with the folks back home (on the computer). I was a fool. I thought that the friends back home would still care and still talk to me and everything. But what I was told was true. Once you leave high school, no one cares anymore. I kept trying to make things work, kept forcing it because I wanted it to work, but I knew it wouldn't. In the end I just screwed things up for myself in college. I isolated myself and worried about things I didn't need to worry about.

So, I've decided that it's time for me to stop looking back and move forward. I'm not going to go anywhere if I keep clinging on to something that doesn't matter anymore. And the start of this change begin with the internet. So, no, I'm not leaving because of a problem here, I'm leaving because I need to get my life straight and I need to live in a "reality." So, yup... it's been fun. I'll be around on occasion, but that will be rare.

and to think i shaved my legs for u...and took a chunk out of myself to while doing so../cry

anyway. its a good idea. think i might make same changes to sooner or later. will miss u my love bug!

Good luck with school. Stop in every now and then.

You know, that is the exact same reason why I left myself, some handful of months ago.

Well, nothing we can do about it.
See ya. Have fun in life ^^

Be easy, my dude.