I worked the first 11 days in August.
I finally got a day off on my birthday, the 12th.

Last night, I had a dream that I was in a video game store and found RPG Maker 5 for PS3. I bought it, but the dream ended as I was about to play it.

I'm sure it would've been aight.

Myoky changed his avatar!?

icytech hurts my eyes all of a sudden.

A wild Chrssy appeared

Boy, I'll say. When did you parachute in, Miss Chrssy?

8:45 PM EST

I hatehatehate being at our new house by myself. It's basically the middle of nowhere, I don't really get enough service to make a phone call, and it just freaks me out. Not to mention the fact that some way older guy was creeping on me, and everyone probably knows I'm here alone this week. I keep hearing noises (like someone is in the house) and then I feel like I'm having an anxiety attack so I can't sleep, and it just really frustrates me. The last few nights were fine, but tonight I had to sleep in my parents room (only room with airco and it's like 85 in the house and humid), and I had to open the windows to cool the house down (since it's like 50 at night) and I can't see the hallway as well because of how the bed is so I shut the door instead of having it open and the lights on.

I hate always feeling like this when I'm alone up here. Last time I was up here by myself (which was also the first time up here by myself) I had a full blown panic attack (or what I assume was a panic attack) so that sucked. It's totally fine during the day but once the sun sets I'm just a bundle of nerves. I hate this. I hate that I can't believe myself when I say it's nothing and instead I end up having to sit online for 4 hours to calm myself down enough to sleep (or to wait for the sun to start coming up). I'm scared for how I'll be once school is over and I'll have to move out on my own to get a job. UGH.

Miss fruple, have you told your parents about this? If you so much as feel like you are having a panic attack (and for what it's worth, I know how that is, for I experienced several of them just last year), you must let someone know and get some kind of help. It can happen to the best of us, you know. I know just my saying this won't just extinguish the anxiety you are feeling at being alone in a house that is prone to making random scary noises, but, I am certain you are fine; no one is going to hurt you. Just try to stay online with friends as much as you are able if you are feeling scared and alone. I tried to do that last year whenever these terrible feelings struck me, and it helped at least for the time being.




I felt that too for the first few days after I moved to my first real place on my own to take care of myself entirely. I wondered how I was going to make it. But it worked out soon enough, and I'm confident it will for you also. ^_^

Took some hydrocodon to relieve the pain from my canker sore so I can actually eat, and it's now making me very drowsy. Hard to stay awake at the office.

So, all the last two days on the morning radio show I hear about Miley Cyrus shocking everyone with her performance at the VMA, like this, apparently ->



This raises a few questions:

1) She was actually cute back in the day, even if I personally hated her music, and the naming choice of Hannah Montana. ... Why did she change her hair to look like that?

2) Why is her tongue so diseased looking?

3) Why drag teddy bears into this?

4) Robin Thicke? f*ck that guy.

5) .... Are young female artists (and I use that term patronizingly) who had an innocent image starting out ALL destined to look and act slutty in their videos once they hit 20, pardon my French?

Sorry for the double post, but apparently the Internet at my house right now doesn't like for me to stay logged in to the Mag long enough to edit a post that I messed up on. But, ah, well, it's probably best you don't see the video anyway. Gray tongues and shameless twerking and all that.

*walks away shaking head and mutters*

Robin Thicke .... Ugh .......

They gotta take those chastity belts off some time. GOTTA DO IT WHILE THEY YOUNG!

I give Taylor Swift her lumps sometimes, but she hasn't done... THAT.

I earnestly think Robin Thicke is a douche too.

And I also think that she is trying to emulate Gwen Stefani or something? I dunno. I don't like it at alllll.