The Perfect World

My perfect world was shattered, crushed, ruined by a whore. That whore was my wife! I never expected anything to happen like this. I wished I hadn’t gotten involved interacting with people. It has its ups and downs like life, but who would ever think this could happen to a nice guy like me. If it was up to me I would have killed myself a long time ago then wastes my life, my time and my whole dreams on this. It doesn’t even seem worth it anymore. It all started when I was alone. Yes alone in my apartment in the big booming city. My life was supposed to change forever. Well it didn’t! I was stuck in the same mood I was in back at home. My neighbors were busy, successful, respected people. I admit I was jealous of that but my loneliness grew more and more like a parasite eating away at me. Sucking my soul from my body, tearing me limb from limb. I wasn’t completely alone, I did have some friends. Actually I had 3 friends who stayed in different parts of the city. My friend Johnny was like a hustler except he did it legally. He’s skilled in poker, black jack, spades and slot machines. He’s a lucky son of a b*tch who could get anything he wanted out of life. Now here are my two mischievous friends. Jay Tee (JT) is a thief. A thief with a mind, he can steal anything you want. He robbed famous celebrities, the current president and even some of these powerful drug lords. He was arrested 12 times then he escaped punishment the next day. He was so good with his words he can manipulate any situation he’s in. Now here is the most dangerous friend I have. Marcus AKA Dope man (Dope Main), he’s an ex military war hero who gave his life to save his so called president. He was badly hurt through some years but the military accidentally gave him a prototype cyber body. Within 5 days he escaped to this very city. Enough about them back to me; I had to meet up with them all later. Ironically they will be my down fall to this path I have chosen. It was about 7:56pm, it was getting late. The damn police stopped another car which took over the whole lane. I pulled up into the club and parked my car, I waited for them to show up then I saw this beautiful woman. At first I was thinking she’s just another whore who wants my money, but she had that look of a woman would stay with you forever. I knew something would be special about her, I also knew that I would have to be one of these rich or very likeable guys. With a lot of friends who know certain types of people. Right then and there I gave up before even trying, I didn’t want to get involved with anything messy. So I left the club to find a trick to fill that empty hole. I drove down the red-light district looking for a certain type of girl. I’m just like everyone; hypnotized by the media looking for a woman with only the good looks and a good personality. I didn’t find any girl that I wanted then suddenly my phone ranged. Dopemain said that the party was weak but a fight was about to start. Knowing me I love a good fight. I went back into the club searching for my friends; I spotted them at the bar. JT wanted me to take a sip of this new drink called frozen Hypnotic. I took a sip and watched the fight. It was 2 men, the military type of men. Rugged, tough, muscles bulging out, sweat all over there body. The ladies in here were loving it; watching two men fight for nothing. After the fight that woman I saw earlier was talking about those men who were fighting. She said that men like that have no business with women; it was obvious that they beat their girlfriends. I wanted to say something but I froze up, me and my friends left and went back to my house. Let’s skip a few months past that event; I’ll take you to the moment of my life. Today 6:45 a.m. I had waked up it was a Thursday, last of this month. I had grown insanely lonely. I longed for a girlfriend or a friend girl I thought today I would change that. I thought to myself what the worst that could happen. I bought some new clothes, got a hair cut and bought me a $500 dollar sun shades. I felt clean, I felt like a rich man with no worries. I went around looking for a girlfriend talking to them, being a gentleman. One girl told me that I had to change my attitude she said “nice guys finished lastâ€