Latest Lone new. I phoned him right after reading this... at 8am in the morning. Woke him up and everything. He said he wasn't going to do it for a few days cus he needed money. The idea was the get a new bike pump and fix his tires and go out to the mountains and find a cliff.
So I visited him after school and we talked, because I'm sure you all guessed that "One person" is me, and that me is totally on the absolute end of her own ropes as it is PLUS lone on top of that. But it was okay and by the time I left the suicide meter was at 4/10. Which is pretty good I say. For now.

Send positive voodoo waves ( ~~~ <-- like that). You can post them in this thread. Then I can be like LOOK SEE EVERYONE CARES ABOUT YOU LOOK AT ALL THOSE VOODOO WAVES!

and don't think voodoo waves are silly, because they arn't!

*feels so stupid*

*looks for voodoo wave key*

uh... *copy-pastes*

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*finds voodoo wave key, i mean, gosh darn...*

Reading through this thread over the past few days, I don't know what I can contribute, but I want to. I so want to.

I want to just reach through the internet and hold your shoulder, and say-Come on, my friend, we're here for you. Let's stand up together and continue on, pressing forward through life, with all its ebbs and flows, the ups and downs, the horrible experiences of fear and sadness, the times of laughter and supreme joy.

Here's to friends who are there for each other. Reki, it really seems like you've got some people who really care for you man. What an awesome reason to be alive, to share our ups and downs with others, to go through the the hardships and terrible circumstances with each other, to hold one another up...and to enjoy the moments of exhilaration and joy when they come too.

We cannot do it alone, and others cannot do it without you. You are alive because the world needs you to be alive.

Sometimes, we don't feel that way though, and when we feel most alone, in solitary fear, we aren't alone. Our God and Father is right there, next to us, waiting for us, no, longing for us, to reach up to Him and ask for help.

I send you some waves of Christ's love bro ~~~

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yeah, you've got a place here... if nowhere else. I mean, I've grown to like the place alot, though some might think this as just any other crappy forum. But I've made friends here, that I believe, will be there for me whenever that time comes. And to me, that's invalueable.

Just hang in there... for the people who care for you, if nothing else. And yes, those people exsist.

~~~ <---for good measure.

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One love my negro.

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OOOOOOO! The voodoo waves command you!

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Voodoo waves. Let's get that meter to -1/10.

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'nuff said.

I'm probably at the top of that list, but this is what Lone said just a few moments ago via AIM:



This is so stupid, truly. Why would the second most powerful guy at this magonian place have something to moan about at a time like this. f*ck, it's true, I have f*cking hated you for the longest time, and I don't think I need to clarify any further because you know. Listen to the people here, man. If it were my darkest wish, I'd say "okay, kill yourself." But, see, I got something called a conscious and a God riding over me right now, and this is where you're lacking, since you made this bullsh*t topic. I'mma tell you something you once told me in early 2005, when Taizon and your buddy, I forget his name, were spamming flame in Amy Rose's forum.

Live....and Shut the f*ck up. Thank you. I swear to god, someody lock this sh*t.

Cunctando restituit rem, perhaps?

It's irrelevant I suppose, but in either case I'll take the time to send the Lone some Hatian love.
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I would like to say that I know how you feel...

After going through cancer twice do you not think that I have thought about just giving up? I've come to many points where I felt like giving up. But I didn't, I didn't because of my family and friends that care about me.

All these people here care about you, including me. (Even though I haven't been here long.)

Here are some special voodoo waves

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Okay, I come back and find this. My mind is rather incapable of processing a lot of what the screen is showing me right now, much less what's going on with all this drama (four months without a job, or being unable to sleep in past 8 in the morning even if I try, I'm not sure what's the cause), but suicide is dumb. Don't do it. How do you know that it'll really be better on the other side?

And everyone else is doing this, so ~~~~~~. And stuff.

Reki is still here, so it looks like it was a success. Good job everyone.

Thanks for changing your mind Reki. Hope you enjoy yourself.

Oh yeah?!?!?! well f*ck you to you f*cking b*tch! quit being a p*ssy and grow some balls you f*cking coward!!! b*tch! asshole!!!!